#4-Si kakyong dan adik-adiknya

Before I want to go somewhere,

(Kenduri, meeting friends, keluar makan, shopping, etc)

I always feel obliged to ask my younger siblings this type of question.

"Dik, buruk tak kakyong pakai baju ni?"

I asked.

"Takde ah, biasa je,"

Replied adik.

"Serius la dik, buruk tak?"

Once again, I asked.

"Serius la ni, tak buruk pun. Cam biasa lah,"

Replied adik with 64% of grumpy reaction dominated her face.

"Ala tipu doh adik! Buruk kan?!"

Silly kakyong asked again.

"HA'AH KAKYONG!!! MEMANG BURUK PUN, KAKYONG BURUK SANGAT, BURUK GILA SAMPAI AISYAH TAKDE IDEA DAH NAK CAKAP TAHAP BURUK KAKYONG NI CEMANA SEBENARNYA!!!"

Kakyong got slapped by words. 

Leuls adik-adikku, sang-sang penyabar selepas mama dan ayah.

Kakyong-Asyraaf-Adik-Apis-Safiyyah

Semoga menjadi yang terbaik buat Islam, buat mama dan ayah.

Ameen ya rabbal alamin.

#3-"Tak suka repeat, forever,"

(Screwed)

I bet mama and dad would love this.

Kengkonon nak memperkasakan Bahasa Arab, awww.

Maka lepasni siapa nak text saya, sila text dalam Arab ya.

No Arabic words, no reply at all. GITU.

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I checked my MUET result and thank you Allah,

I'm qualified to further my law study to degree 

(Mind you, qualified pun sebab result SPM kahkahkah)

So, I'm planning to re-sit for my MUET in July.

Tapi tengok rezeki jugak sebab ada banyak plan dalam kepala otak ni.

Pokok dia, kalau Allah nak bagi rezeki dapat scholarship,

ambil IELTS atau TOEFL so NO MUET, its too rigid and I dislike repeating.

Siapa suka kena repeat angkat tangan?

Nak kena rasa balik perasaan gelabah, feeling-feeling nak terkucil,

lepastu gelabah sangat sampai sakit perut masa tengah jawab, HARU WOI.

Tak suka repeat, forever.

Jap, cerita pasal repeat ni I have a story to share.

Last Thursday, we had a Fikh quiz. The frustating thing is, ustaz only prepared ONE question for 5 marks. LIMA markah untuk satu soalan tu banyak sangat tau. How am I supposed to score if the scheme marks were like that?

"Gila woi, habis aku. Memang mati, meninggal kau jap lagi Farah," 

(I thought to myself)

BUT, I fought the negative thoughts. Hello belum apa-apa lagi, dah pikir meninggal ke.

Plus, I thought to myself, kalau dah usaha, Allah mesti tolong inshaAllah.

And the question we got was,

"Explain what is the meaning of Mujtama' according to Ibnu Khaldun's views,"

DIED

I DIDNT MEMORIZE THAT PART, I MISSED THE IBNU KHALDUN PART.

BECAUSE I STRESSED TOO MUCH ON TABARRU A'DHO and AHYA 

(Pendermaan organ semasa hidup dan selepas meninggal)

After quiz, a day after, I asked my ustaz.

"Ustaz, saya nak volunteer repeat kuiz kalau markah saya rendah boleh tak?"

Moment after that, I heard burst of laughter from my friends and ustaz was chuckling.

One of my friends added,

"Farah kau pikir  ni MUET ke hahahahaha,"

Which then I realized.

"Eh aku dah mencemar duli kata yang aku takkan REPEAT sampai bila-bila,"

Shove yourself, Farah. You and REPEATING would never ever be apart.

*menangis guling-guling*

Tapi takpa, kena redha. Allah is indeed the BEST planner, kan.

P/S So next week on Wednesday we will be sitting for our midsem exam.

Pray for us, that would be sweet. May Allah bless.
Plus, I'm so sorry this post is so random, padat and kelam kabut.

#2-Observation (Desperado)

So, today. Ive learnt ONE new thing.

When you feel so desperate and frustate gila to finish your homeworks/assignments 

which the submission date is like tomorrow/lusa/tulat, 

believe me, you could FINISH the assignment in ONE SHOT.

Dengan syarat. Kamu mestilah berasa terdesak.

But, its NOT good. Nampak sangat suka tangguh kerja.

(Post ni sebenarnya tengah kutuk diri sendiri)

Next, Ive no intention at all to further my study if there are any Arabic subjects there.

Come on, I've spent almost 12 years with Arabic (Excluded al-Quran)

but theres NO an outstanding result at all.

Aku suka Arab tapi aku tak boleh. Taktau apesal.

NAAAH. Complain-complain apa dapat Farah. Bukan boleh dapat A+ pun.

*tampar diri sendiri kasi sedar diri*

Do check out my Instagram : neboo94

(Kalau aku promote Instagram aku, dikira sebagai Invitation To Treat ke)

Kahkahkah, tetiba masuk Law of Contract.

#1-Observation (I NEED ANSWERS)

 

How do people deal with love AGAIN, 

when they've experienced the pain of being left/dumped?

No, I'm not judging or criticizing or whatever you may call it, 

I'm just OVERLY INTERESTED to know about it.

After breakup, crying and screaming your heart out,

“I lost feelings. I don’t know when or why it happened.”

Weeks after that, you got new partners. SO FAST. I dont understand 'that' part too.

I need answers, anyone?

Whoever has been experienced the pain of being left/dumped,

I swear youre so strong, you impress me with your strength, you moved on,

Can you lend me bits of the strength of yours?

To help me cope with assignments, pressure, 

whenever I feel down with somebody,

to make me feel strong when I miss my parents, my family and my home,

whenever I feel down when I realise theres such a gap between me and Allah.

Whenever I feel sad/lonely and fight the urge to cry in front of many people.

Please, can I borrow your strength?

Tak apa lagi ditinggalkan manusia,

apa ya rasa kalau Allah lupa dan tinggalkan kita?

Untuk the most favourite name in the worldddd

Thank you.

Back in 2011, I followed you in Twitter because of your brilliant and tazkirah-like tweets.
You followed me back. Thank you.

I got mad at my junior and I childishly called her monkey.
You teased me, saying something about zoo and monkeys,
and I was like hek eleh dah lah tak kenal tetiba kata aku suka monyet,
then I realised something, you made me forget my anger towards that 'monkey'.
Thank you.


I asked at Twitter.
What is the difference between WILL and WOULD.
You explained it to me with brilliant examples.
Thank you.


I signed up Skype account, you added me.
Thank you.


Through Skype, you taught me on how to make sentences from a list of vocabularies that I gave you, thank you.


I told you about my dream yang kepala adik tercacak buah durian tu,
you conter-attacked with a ghost story.
"THANK YOU"


During my driving course, you taught me many lessons.
Beribu kali thank you (Because I am so cuak and gelabah when it comes to driving)


I gave you my number thru DM,
(Craziest thing that Ive ever done lol I'm so scared of what you might think about me, few minutes after that I regretted it kahkahkah)
"Itulah campak-campak lagi nombor dekat DM orang,"
You texted me. I was gobsmacked by it.
Thank you.


I always complain on how hard the Arabic subjects are,
you told me that Arabic is easy,
Well that wasnt helping at all kahkahkah,
apa-apa pun, thank you for being there when I was complaining.
*HUGE BIG SMILE*


For translating a subtopic in Mabadi Fikh subject, thank you.


You taught me many things without you realise.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.


Tapi di mana silapnya? I seriously couldnt understand.
If you tell me the reasons why youre behaving like this, whether its bad or good,
I dont care at all, asalkan bagitahu.


My assumption is, youre behaving like this,
because I'm not as modest as a modest woman should be.
(I have lots of assumptions but most of them are negative and immature and the one that I stated above is the least negative among em all)


Ok, tutup. Ikutlah, suka hatilah, aku penat.
Penat berfikir kenapa, kenapa dan kenapa.
Apa-apa pun, terima kasih.
*GIGANTIC SMILE*


Sticky Note : Semoga berjaya di Mesir, semoga berjaya bersama medik, semoga tercapai cita-cita untuk menjadi doktor and above all, semoga berjaya untuk mencapai title mujahid sejati. Amin.

For complainers,

Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah, masih hidup. Allah masih bagi peluang *tarik nafas,hembus*

Hi semua readers yg setia, (Konon ada orang baca)
Before that, I want to thank to all my loyal readers,
blog ini takkan wujud tanpa kehadiran kamu semua *baling bunga*
Kahkahkah, aku ni suka tetiba ye tak.

Aku PALING pelik dengan dua jenis manusia yang tak pandai ataupun buat-buat bodoh
dalam bersangka baik dengan rencana Allah dan kuat merungut/complain.

Yes, I complain too but I think I'm always being aware of its limitation,
By saying "Penatlah" once or twice dalam sehari, normal lah kan?
But the level of normality has changed into "SANGAT TAK NORMAL" when you tend to complain about every single thing that happens in your life.

"Omg today was so exhausting I dont want to live anymore please somebody kill me before I take drugs or stabbing myself with Kilometrico pens, oh I want to kill my lecturers too, they are so freaking arrogant and annoying I want to yell in front of their faces and say SHUT UP A BUNCH OF MORONS and bla bla bla,"

(Dialog diatas tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau mati. Hiperbola, biasalah Nabilah loves hiperbola hehehe)

Instead of saying useless things/negative thoughts,
cuba fikir 1001 hikmah di sebalik kejadian.
Allah plans something (Whether its bad or good) undoubtedly there are lots of HIKMAH and good things plus Allah wants us to think why, why and why these things happen to us. And the most important thing is, Allah wants to teach us on HOW to bersukur.

Feel blessed, people! Allah loves you.

 

Ok, aku bagi contoh/situasi. Bayangkan kau selalu tak dapat tempat duduk dalam bas (Especially for USIM students hehehe) and you bring a lot of books with you and that day is the most exhausting day in your life. Well complainers, instead of complaining,

"I hate USIM, I hate this bus, I hate crowded places eish tak aci gila aku hari-hari berdiri dengan buku berat, penat woi tahu tak," (Merungut dalam hati)

Cuba didik pemikiran, change your thoughts with this,

"Allah, hari-hari aku kena berdiri its okay Allah wants me to be patient, plus boleh jugak aku jadi kurus, kecikkan peha (Tetiba), kempiskan perut yeay bestnya dah tak buncit dah, and boleh keluar peluh sikit jadi sihat," 

Fikir je apa-apa benda positif, nak melalut sampai ke langit ketujuh pun takde siapa nak marah I tell you, asalkan kita dapat nyah pemikiran negatif dan busuk itu dari hati dan otak kita. Ok selamat berjaya. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal, kawan!
(Note to self and friends)

Happy belated birthday to Safiyyah the cheekiest girl in the world

Semoga jadi anak yang solehah, pandai dan ayu gitu kahkahkah

Sticky Note : Masih tak dapat adapt lagi dengan Law of Contracts-Sad truth

Lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanya tak update blog

Seriously, I dont understand even a thing pun. Whats wrong with you? Oh yeah, you can call me a dramatic-girl but hello if you were at my place, I bet you'll do the same thing too, silly.

May the guilt be ever in your favour. For not telling me the reasons.

OK, SKIP.


So what a hectic study phase, FOUNDATION/Tamhidi atau dalam erti kata lain kena sumbat semua subjek dalam satu tahun dan anda kena berjaya kalau taknak kena tendang.

Ok, mari summarize untuk menjimatkan masa.

LAW IS FUN (Except for the reading cases part)
For me doing law is like living in a time capsule. You’re so busy with reading cases or articles (Hehehe ini poyo sebenarnya) you kind of forget the outside (social) world exists and then when you interact with normal people they’re all “Oh this movie” or “Oh that novel” or “Oh that new brand of smartphone," and you’re just like
HELLO APEMENDENI YG KORANG TGH CAKAP NI

because law students dont socialize too much (Ok ini poyo lagi)

Atas ini description mitos je sebenarnya because most of people out there are thinking law students are nerds. NO, WE ARE NOT. Nah I dont know tapi yg pasti aku tak skema sebab aku ada Facebook dan Twitter dan blog dan Flickr dan Tumblr
(Trying to prove that I'm socializing too much lol)


Oh ya mari sambung.


Tapi part paling tak seronok, aku tak dapat nak adapt lagi dengan culture Arab (Hahahaha ini paling poyo gaya macam hidup dekat Arab Saudi je) Maksud aku, aku still tak boleh nak adapt lagi dengan subjek-subjek Arab such as Fikh, Syariah, and Hadith.

EH BUKAN. Maksud aku, aku tak boleh nak adapt lagi dengan lecturer yg masuk dewan kuliah dan pum pam pum pam kasi lecture dalam Arab mcm peluru machinegun. SUSAH.


Tarik balik perkataan SUSAH tu, hello Nabilah where is your positive side yg ala-ala cheerful gitu, bila masuk topik Arab, kenapa postive side tu boleh hilang macam tu je? 


Tapi tak kira nak sambung degree dekat UK dalam civil law jugak walau apa pun yg terjadi.
Percaya dekat Allah, doa, usaha, inshaAllah Allah permudahkan.


Semoga Farah Nabilah dapat further degree in civil law dekat UK, ameen.


Lastly, goodluck for all tamhidians lagi-lagi pre-law students
Semoga semua berjaya setelah penat berusaha, inshaAllah

Jadi, aku dah dapat kenalpasti punca kenapa mama cantik dan ayah hensem

Sebab ikut genetik aku la, heheheehehehehehehehe